柏Shin

Praise the LORD!!!

2009-02-14T23:22:00.001-08:00

Wow, today's experience is really overwhelming! At first, I was really nervous till I'm choking on my own saliva! Can't even reach high notes. I was really afraid that I'll 破音but thank God, when the actual thing starts, I can reach all the high notes and I think I did pretty well. The best thing is that the kids actual opened their mouth to sing! SINGING you know. I only expect them to like the song not singing. However, that was a bonus. Maybe now I can continue leading worship and make a difference to the sunday school.

Tonight I'll have to book in back to camp. Its super boring! I really hate it! REALLY! But no choice, I'll have to go back. Wish me luck!

Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T05:17:00.000-08:00

Ah!!! The long awaited valentine's day had finally arrived. Even though, the programs are not really well planned we enjoyed yourselves, at least I did. LOL. The unbelievably sweet thing is, she got a present too. Can't believe it! Of cos, I got her a present too. I think I spent more then $100 today but I feel, it worth it!

I got freaked out tonight!! I hate being caught by surprise. Almost pee-ed in my pants. LOL!!

I've got a very happy and satisfying Valentine's Day, hope everyone else does too!

SCREW ARMY!!!

2009-02-11T04:12:00.000-08:00

Seriously, screw army la! Want me to get confined this Sunday. 搞什么啊! What they want!? Hmm. Its a long story, why would I, such a good guy get confined? It happens many week ago, some incident happened and it so happen that my superior came into our bunk to check something. I dare to say our bunk is in living condition, but, she disagree, the WHOLE course is confined on a Saturday. You would say this is over right? No, I got appendicitis and was hospitalised during the confinement period. Am I suppose to be blamed? Now, they want to confine me on Sunday which is SUPER important day cos it's my first time leading worship and I practiced so HARD!!! And how can I swap it to a Saturday? It's the first valentine day I have with her! They really know how to choose the timing right. I'm going to talk to the person in-charge tmr. Hope he understands the situation I am in.

V day is coming real soon and I don't really have a well knitted plan yet. Found a place to eat and after that? LOL!! Indoor activities, hmm, thinking real hard. Nvm. I can handle it!

To all the couples out there, GOOD LUCK!!!

闷啊!

2009-02-09T21:15:00.000-08:00

I've been at home for 1 week and 1 day. I'm still under MC. Even though I'm not complaining that I don't have to go back to army, I still want to have something to do. I'm so bored that I'm updating my blog so FREQUENTLY!!! However, I'm going out soon. Meeting her.

Recently I've been drinking good stuff, essence of fish, chicken essence and 燕窝. Good life right? Why i have them? Because I was hospitalise and they're in the hamper ppl with a kind heart gave.

This Sunday is my first time leading worship. What do I have to do? I have to stand in front of the students, play the guitar and sing. However, the most challenging thing is to make them open their mouth to sing. I don't really expect them to sing but I hope the songs I chose would interest them a little. Hope I'm charming enough too!!! LOL..

Going to bathe now. Signing off!

Happy Birthday Grandma!

2009-02-08T07:01:00.000-08:00

Today is my grandmother's birthday (mother's mother). I don't really know her age. But the main point is, its her birthday. She's 70 plus i guess. Nevertheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her.

My cousins were there and most of them brought their babies along. WOW. Babies are really cute. Makes me feel like being a father more! BUT, I need to be financially stable first. Anyway, some ppl are really sensitive. Asked the question that I was avoiding. I guess the answer would be out on 210309, which is my commissioning day. Its going to be very obvious. My WHOLE family knows about it! SMART familly!

Tmr its the CO's interview hope I can be posted to the appointment I wanted. Wish me luck!

Valentine's day is coming. Start preparing peeps!!! GOOD LUCK in advance! Same to me!

又过了一个幸福天

2009-02-07T03:29:00.000-08:00

Today, I went to remove my stitches at medipoint, sort of my family clinic. It wasn't the female doctor who was working there all the time but instead today's doctor is a very young guy! I thought that a female doctor would be better as she would be more careful but that doctor was quite okie too, just that his hand was shivering a little too much! Hmm, I must say, the stitcher was very good. my wound looks quite messy. There's an overlap of my flesh. Don't know what's up with Tan Tock Seng. If I were richer I would have gone to some private hospital. Nevertherless, I'm thankful that i'm safe and recovering.

My wound. Not really clear though. HAHA!

Spend the WHOLE day talking to her today. LOL Hope this would last for a long time!

情人节

2009-02-06T06:04:00.000-08:00

In a blink of an eye, 2009's valentine day is coming soon! I'm lucky to find someone nice and sensitive, not wanting to spent too much of my money and thinking of me whatever she does. I'm fortunate! Hmm. the problem is I wanna give her something more BUT, I don't know what is the BEST, I wouldn't want to make any mistake. Its been only awhile and I've made quite a few mistakes. However, we are going fine. Who is that mysterious girl? NOT TELLING!!! But a few ppl might know soon.

Watching Ghost Whisperer now. Its really nice and its getting more interesting every series. I've been drinking essence of fish for a few days now. Hope it helps in healing my wound. My wound is recovering. No more pain, on the contrary, it's itching!! Means good news, it's healing. I'll remove the stitch tmr.

I realise something. The date in blogspot is wrong. It's one day early!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATES IT!!!!

Last obstacle

2009-02-04T17:30:00.000-08:00

As you guys known, I've to sit for an AR test. Guess what, I passed it once and for all! But someone's not as lucky as I am. He failed this test the second time. Hope he'll pass it the third time. This was the final hurdle to my commissioning and since i passed it, i should be able to commission. I don't think I have attitude problem, a little 自闭, but not serious enough to get me out of course, right?

Ah, I suddenly feel like studying uni right away. Haha! My sis started JC and I was really envying her! Studying is so much better then wasting time in the army! I think a lot of ppl will agree with me.

Yes, I'm removing my stitch this coming Saturday. Hope the doctor in the clinic will handle me with care!!!!!

After so LONG... ...

2009-02-03T17:42:00.000-08:00

Its been quite some time since I last updated the blog. Since i've got 2 weeks of MC at home, I'll update abit. Ohh, why I've got MC? It's because I got appenticitis (not really sure how to spell it). Yes, went for operation and I'm resting at home now.

I must really thank God for letting me continue in the Officer's course. In most cases, cadets who have ATT C for 2 weeks would most likely be kicked out of course. However I think because I've completed most of the main test and events, I'm allowed to stay. I was a little worried cos if I were to be kicked out, my pay will decrease by HALF!!! HALF U KNOW!!!

Hmm, other changes ah. My hair grew longer. HAHA!! And there are some significant change. Like the person I like to spend my entire life with. I don find it a lost cos I've got someone nicer, sweeter and gentler. Even though I dunno what would happen, but I hope I wont see another nightmare. LOL!

Ohh, I've to go back to camp to take my final test. Aircraft Recognition! Hope I'll pass!

Yeah, to everyone who reads my blog, WELCOME BACK! Welcome me back!

Latest UPDATES

2008-08-29T07:08:00.000-07:00

Wow. I really didnt know ppl are actually waiting for my bl0g updates. Haha. I thought I would be forgotten. Nothing is happening to me now. I'm happy, blessed and fortunate.

If you guys have not known, I've been posted to Air Force. After being in OCS for 2 weeks, I was posted to Air Force. Time flies and I'm currently in Air Force school enjoying my NS life. I dunno how much tougher Air Force life will become but I'm really enjoying the lectures now. Its almost like being back in JC. All study and exams. hmm. For more dtails, i cant say cos someone may be spying and repot me. I don wanna get charge for nothing.

Anyway, I am really not in touch with all my secondary school. I wonder if anyone is going to organise some get tgt. hmm. Hint for jiang qiang ah.

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!

2008-07-20T01:51:00.000-07:00

I really got everything i wanted. Just yesterday i got back what i lost. LOL. Anyway, my voice gave up on me, actually the damn virus which infect me got to be blame. Now i can hardly talk. I hope i would recover soon.

Oh ya. Today is my booking in day. Super sian but i'm coping real well with the life in air force.

感恩

2008-07-13T00:31:00.000-07:00

Finally after 3 week which seems to be like eternity, I'm being release from the "prison". 2 weeks after the confinement, we were allowed to see our family and love ones and in what means? They let our parents come to visit us. Its totally like in prison, just take away the glass panel and the phone. And we are ORDER not to blog about anything with regards to OCS so i cant blog about anything.

Firstly, i really have to give thanks, cos i am transferred to air force. A civilian can tell the difference between an infantry office and an air force officer rite? To summarize, i prefer air force life alot more den infantry life.

After 3 weeks i lost my ability to do normal things in the civilian world. Firstly, i forgot how to cross a road - how to jay walk. On Saturday, i went out with a 'stranger' after waiting for a long time, i become restless and began to look around. Suddenly someone who SURPRISINGLY resembles her appeared. Without a second thought, i RAN up to tap her. U know what happen next, that gal turn around and its not her!!!!! i literally ran away. EMBARRASSING!

I enjoyed my book out really. Partly is because of what I've done, and the other part is simply i can book out. Hope i can persevere on in OCS

Warning

2008-06-19T18:47:00.001-07:00

WARNING~This is for those who read my blog. Please do not, i repeat again, DO NOT ask me what is happening cos you wont get anything but a smile. Its simple. I cant tell anyone anything so quit asking. I don mind sharing with some people but that depends on who you are. Please dont make me lie again.

Anyway, i'm really happy, excited to get my own psp on 13 june. LOL! I've always wanted a psp. In camp, I always envy those who have psp. However, there's a cork up in mine. I CANT TRANSFER SONGS. Even when it is in mp3 format.

I just found someone who can act better den me. Who's more selfish den me. More deadly me. HAHA. Its rare ah. lol. Like the chinese saying 一山还有比一山高. I really hate losing.

Ohh i just got my posting. LOL. I got posted to OCS. i don really mind la. Just hope i can survive. haha. Wish me luck.

都过了

2008-06-11T16:20:00.001-07:00

Finally everything is over and I'm entitled to a break. EVERYTHING. I passed out from BMTC yesterday. I'm a private now! haha. Before the parade started, there was a heavy downpour. To make things worst, our CO (commanding officer) announce that school 1 will not have any wet weather programs. So egoistic. But But, i like that attitude. So we had no choice. We stay under the rain for almost half an hour-it was only drizzling la! however, we look tough marching under the rain, rather i look tough right? LOL!

Please be silent and bow your head, give one minute of silence to the solider that pass away in BMTC. We were there when the whole incident happen. When we heard of the news that he passed away, we were so guilty as in the morning we were so excited to see a helicopter land. hai. May God bless his family.

I'm walking out of darkness now. Everything must still function. Even though i'm not really affected physically. She is my catalyst, speed up the chemical and biological reactions in my body. Without catalyst, reactions still take place. So I'm fine =)
For those who worried, THANKS.

遗失的美好

2008-06-06T06:21:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i ever blog. Partly is because my life is so mundane that even i cant stand it. Anyway, i'm going to pass out soon. All the main events are finally over.

The most significant thing, the thing i anticipated and the thing i worst feared had finally happen. I cant believe and neither do i want to believe that feelings can be lost so easily. And that person is the one you spent most of your time with. I always believe that love is an energy. Energy cannot be destroyed, only can be converted or transfer to another matter. So does this mean u hate me now? or your love for me has been diverted to another person?

I will never forget how bad it hurt. Its worst then my 24km route march. Its killing me!

The day before FIELD CAMP!

2008-04-23T17:36:00.000-07:00

SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! U must be wondering why I'm blogging on a Thursday. I'm home since last night. My uncle cum godfather passed away yesterday so i went to find my platoon commander but in de end i met the Platoon Sergeant (PS) - same initial as my uniform, LOL! He was really nice. Without hesitation, he went to look for the 2IC and got me a compassionate leave and its from yesterday 8 pm till today 1230. Nice right!? The day before Field Camp I'm slacking away at home. HAHA!

Anyway, sorrie I MIA for awhile cos I was really tired after the whole week of army and I don seem to have time to update. However, no one really read my posting anyway. Hmm.

Ohh ya, those girls who want to have an unwashable eye liner come look for me k? Cos I realize that once u cammo on, u'll take forever to remove the cammo cream on above ur eye bag! U'll look as though u put eye liner! Good experience for me!

The Offical Book Out

2008-03-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

Yo Yo!!! I'm out of the army again! However, this time, its the first official book out. 2 days to rest in my home sweet home! I was really scare that the officers and specialist contract last minute PMS and there goes my book out. Thank God, they didn't.

Now, I always look forward to be in the sun and doing training. Minus the vulgarities from those commanders, training is usually fun and i think i become whole lot fitter. Anyway, a word of advice, don sign on in SAF, its not worth it. Ur mind will really be polluted.

Enough about the army, my personal life is getting more enriching. People are finally cherishing my presence. I miss my love ones too. everything is going smoothly and I'm very thankful for that.

I'll be in church tmr. I wonder how many ppl will laugh when they see my hair.

Best wishes to everyone.

出书 (BOOK OUT)

2008-03-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

"Today is the book out day, book out, book out". Finally the end of my LONGEST and TOUGHEST week of my entire life is over. If u still dunno, I'm enlisted into the army on 13 march. I'm really thankful for the fact that its good Friday this week and I'm able to book out.

I'm not suppose to post anything details of SAF on the Internet but I'm able to blog about how i feel about the training, or i should say the condition of hell. One adjective to describe my stay there, shitty. As far as i feel, I'm treated like a dog, maybe worst. You are told to do this and
you'll have to obey as everything is an ORDER! I really pity those smokers, if u perform during training, they will be rewarded with a stick of cigarette. Whats the diff hor. HAHA!

Sergeants, are specalists who are not very special. Nothing much about them, really. Officers are big shots. But, sergeants, nothing!! LOL. Out of 10 sentences, 8 of them contain vulgarities. And they can construct their sentence to start and end with vulgarities. Cant really stand them. However, I'm just a recruit. BEAR WITH IT!

However, those training really did make me healthier. Minus those vulgarity competitions between sergeants, and mood swings of them, their training are really effective. my muscles are harder and i look darker. Thats the only think i look forward about the army, toning my body.

I have to go back to camp tomorrow. So i wont be blogging those who are really interested in how badly I'm being takan, stay tune for me. And for those bro and sis in Christ, pray for me. Its really stressful. Take good care of urself. If you are too depress about ur life, tell urself, at least ur life is better then mine, MUCH BETTER!!!

我当兵了

2008-03-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be the faithful, dreadful day which i have to be in the army. The WORST thing about the whole thing is that i lost all my hair. I look so super weird now. I'm not going to upload any photos in case u have nightmare. I don look like Porshin anymore. I look far worst then a Mongoloid. Anyway, this will be my last time, in a long LONG time, I'm blogging. I would love to post something, but i have some constraints, like I'm in TEKONG!!!!

I kept telling ppl, my parents and some other aunties that I'm not nervous about going in. Its true to a small extent, which increase as the time goes by. By now, my hands are sweaty and cold. LOL!!! Its okie. I prepared lots of salt, silver and iron (as taught by sam & dean-supernatural).

I think I'm done here. Wish me luck okie. Whoever is reading. Pray and wish me luck =)

烦恼和头发一起的消失了!!!

孤独

2008-03-02T16:41:00.000-08:00

我一个人诞生在着无情的世界里，我将来也是一个人离开着世界。真的不明白我为何我一定要有一个伴。我终于明白了。我的命运就是要自己一个人过。虽然我身边还有人陪，但是她带来的只有痛苦与悲伤。

The A level result is coming out on 7 march (Friday), it's confirmed, for those who are still in the dark. I'll be going to school alone. She'll be meeting her friends. As a matter of fact, I shouldn't be going to school alone. Anyway, anyone wan2 meet me? LOL. Just kidding I'm perfectly fine being alone. GOOD LUCK for the result. =)

I have started to pack my stuff for the army. Its not much, but the whole bag will be filled. I got my new specs too.

Good Luck to whoever needs it. Maybe not from me, but just take it with u.

My new specs, nice? Sorrie the model is ugly. Look at the specs.

美女与怪兽的结局

2008-02-26T04:05:00.000-08:00

The beauty and the Beast. Every little kid would have read their story. But how many have actually be in it? I'm telling you, the ending is different in this space and dimension. Fairy tales are meant for fairies not for human. My happy little stories had turn from fairy tale to a horrible nightmare. Why? Because i'm not a fairy but an ugly beast which doesn't deserve anything, that includes "beauty".

The beast is proud to say that he did everything in his power to give happiness to beauty but beauty is meant for a prince, not beast. Thankfully the story didn't end up having a prince. This story of my "beauty and the beast" is ending real soon. I can feel it. Its the last chapter. The beast is going to get ditch because whatever he does, beauty won't be satisfied because of his scary and ugly face.

Nothing is confirmed, the plot is slowly unfolding itself. The characters have no say, at least for beast. Those who have weak heart, please don continue watching this story. Its scary.
I wish they will have a happily ever after, at the very very least, may the beast find his happiness.

谁会可怜怪兽? 谁呀? 谁呀?

再见了!

2008-02-19T05:59:00.000-08:00

天底下没有不散之宴席! 我们终于要说拜拜了. What am i saying? I guess alot of u got some crazy ideas right? Sorrie. U guys r wrong =) I meant bye bye to my work. Its finally my last day in Unilever tomorrow. Haha. That company is really good, except being too boring. U get free stuffs, supervisors there are so super slack and they are not stingy with my pay. LOL. If its possible i'll definately go back again. But, but, its time for me to enjoy myself before going into army. DREAD it!!! Sometimes i wish i'm born a girl!!! LOL. No la. Being a guy is better. *EVIL LAUGHTER*

Ohh!! There are people reading my post! GLAD =) Haha. I'm really busy. Not as free as ppl think. So my post maybe a little late. There's some problem with the friendster. So i'm going to upload some photos here, tat is taken on CNY. Who will see? Nobody i guess. LOL!!!

世界一天天的在变，但愿我的心永远都不变、对你的爱永不动摇！你尽力了，我都看到了 =)

哭吧！

2008-02-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

Happy SUPER belated Chinese New Year to all! I was so busy throughout the new year tat i don have time to post anything. Don worry, my new year is as boring, or even more boring, then me. No one will bother abt how i spent my New Year.

1 week left before my contract at Unilever is up. That company is really not bad. I may return there to work one day, but of cos, not in financial department. Its not that i got something against finance ppl, just that I'm not into accountings. Anyway, it was a super slack morning when suddenly, 3 ppl came up to me and ask me to do help do something. After tat i was busy till i knock off.

Someone cried today. Its really nice. 放心，我心理很平衡！But if u cry, it means that something u love, or is precious to u, hurt u. Its nice rite? rite?

I was suppose to go for piano lesson today. But in de end, i didnt go. Don ask me why. Just that i didnt practice and i didnt wan2 wase my dad's PRECIOUS money.

Tmr is V day, i receive complains that I'm too indecisive and have low self esteem. Its okie, I'll change. LOL!!! Hope I'm acting more like a guy now ah.

Finally, I dunno what to go on abt. So HAPPY RAT YEAR TO EVERYONE. MAY GOD BLESS U and me too =)

SLACK!

2008-02-05T06:19:00.000-08:00

想一个人的滋味真不好受。

Today is the slackest day in my work life. The whole computer system was super SLOW. Opening a file takes at least ( > or =) 5 mins. Can u believe it. My supervisor is on holiday mood too. When the system is slow he told me to wait for lunch time. After lunch, he ask me to wait for 5.30pm. LOL. Nice day today. Expect I'm having Tuesday blue.

Tomorrow i'm not sure if i'm going back to visit my secondary school. No one will remember me anyway. LOL.

Thats all folks. My post are getting pathetic. Sorrie abt that.

开窍了!

2008-02-04T06:03:00.000-08:00

经过多时的思考，我终于领悟到了！上帝创造女孩是让男孩们好好的疼爱、宠爱与保护。我一定会尽全力地爱护你！

"Working in my company will get fat". Thats wat my supervisor said. True enough, we got 6 tubs of ice cream per person today. After lunch, we were given pineapple tarts and chocolates. When near knocking off time, we were treated to a SUPER HUGE burger. Wow. I shared the burger but ate everything else. Haha. I'm getting FAT!! Nice!!

My sis got $100 from here godmother today. What i got from mine? NOTHING!!! Poor thing rite?

I'm sleeping. To those who r still awake and reading, goodnight!

繁忙呀!

2008-02-03T06:48:00.000-08:00

Today is my first day being an assistant teacher in sunday school. I didnt expect primary school kids like me so much! Haha. Through out the whole lesson i'm forced to ask them to pay attention to the teacher cos they were all over me. As in sticking around me, more den the teacher. However, they were all small boys. Where r the gals? they r just staring at the new assistant teacher. LOL.

SOmething unexpected happened, my sis's ex-tution teacher passed away. Even though she say she didnt cry, my whole family could see that her eye was red and watery when she recieve that dreading msg. God bless their family and take their sorrow away. Hope my sis don get nightmare after looking at the body! Lol. I wanted to scare her tonight, but not really nice hor. So i decided not to. Be a nice brother for once. LOL.

似是而非

2008-02-02T01:37:00.000-08:00

你是我世界的一曙光, 也是那把黑暗带来我世界的人。时好、时坏，时冷、时热，把我的世界弄得天翻地覆。可是我依然相信你对我的承诺。希望我在也不会有似是而非的感觉。

I went for my piano lesson today. It was suppose to be 10 am but i reached there at 11 am. Why? Because i lost my way. I really have no sense of direction and it wasn't the first time i was going to my teacher's place. However, it was the first time i took a bus there. Maybe thats why. Anyway, it was embarrassing. After my lesson, i came home by bus again and i managed to reach home. While walking home, i saw my sec 3/4 Geography cum English teacher. She didn't recognise me. She asked, " whats ur name?". LOL. I didn't expect anyone to rememeber me anyway.

For the whole week i'll be alone, she's back in myanmar. So i'm "free" now!! Granted total freedom!!! 可是我不要！

I like the view from tall places, makes me feel like i'm the KING of the world!!!

我不是超人

2008-01-31T04:36:00.000-08:00

虽然我过着与世隔绝的生活,但我也是一个有血,有肉,最重要-有感情的人。不要把我当超人一样的对待。你把我的存在视为理所当然, 我对你的好也不当一回事。我真的不是超人。

I finished the project assigned to me today. It was suppose to last for a month but i finished it. Now i'm suppose to help those who need help. As for today, i helped a team of slackers. They throw their stuffs for me to do, and themselves, happily chatting. If this happen tomorrow, i'm going to take my own sweet time to do wat i'm told to do. I got my card today, finally i feel like part of that company. It was so inconvenient without de card.

Anyway, the gathering at GSC teacher house is comfirmed. Those who didnt get the msg from the relay system, listen closely. Its on the 10th feb, 3 pm. Its at Lao Shi's house ( i dunno where).

Thats all for today. I cant think of anything to blog.

见鬼啦!

2008-01-29T05:43:00.000-08:00

不知不觉的，有来到了黑白世界，没有颜色、没有声音。周围的人好想鬼一大群的飘过我身边。着世界多么的亲切。远方有一曙光，时亮、时淡。着代表了什么？只有我明白！

Seriously, the company i'm working for is giving their emplyees lots of benefits. On top of free tea and ice creams, each of us got 24 boxes of tea, 3 bags to put mandrain oranges (for my mum) and today, we got a jar of sauce-chopped tomatoes, olive oil & galic sauce. However, those come with a catch, they r close to expiry, except for the bags of cos. Maybe de bags have some defects. Anyway, its good getting free stuff.

A really heavy burden was lifted from me today, the project i'm suppose to help my church complete. I didnt complete it, someone else is "dying" in my place. Thank you lao shi for ur sacrifical behaviour. Enjoy urself. LOL!!! However, one bad thing is that i lost my privacy in blogging. I've to return the laptop so now i'm forced to use the FAMILY desktop. No one is bothering me though.

I wish i wont have to go to the army. I don wan2 shave my hair! I don want!!!

瘫痪了！

2008-01-28T05:27:00.000-08:00

好累啊！每天起床时，什么都不想做只想赖在床上，永远不起来。不是想死啦！只是真的背着很多的负担。咳！这么重怎么以轻盈的步伐往下跑?

I'm getting tired of everything i'm doing now. I'm not even excited to go for piano lesson anymore. The church is finally off my back. I know wat i'm doing is not right but wat to do? i cant help it. HA. I'm don wan2 die under a pile of work. Let someone else die in my place!! 好人死的早！

Time flied super quickly today, it was lunch den ice cream time den knock off. I think its becos i was late today. Reached there at 9.

Can anyone tell me when is the CNY gathering at GSC teacher's house?

My post are getting shorter and shorter. There's really nth to blog abt, isn't it?

Anyone wants black tea, i've so much of them. Pls tell me if anyone wants.

超开心！！！

2008-01-27T05:44:00.000-08:00

我真的很开心！！！ I really didnt expect this kind of result. I reaped wat i sowed. No one is going to be beaten up by me! haha!

Bought 2 pieces of shirt today. I'm really getting irritated with all the chasing from church. Hope they can get off my rectum soon. Lol.

I'm sleeping le. Its a short post. No one will read anyway

Untitled~

2008-01-25T04:22:00.000-08:00

面具，是一种非常有用的道具。有了他我可以在不同时间、场合，完完全全的保护着自己。伤心时、痛苦时都不用相谁交待，自己添着伤口总比另个人往伤口上洒盐好多。开心时，不用于闲杂人分享，开心都是自己的，那也很好。

Sorrie.. really cant think of any title to put. I'm really busy nowadays. With the church chasing me, my work and piano lesson, I don even have the energy to sleep. Ha! I cant sleep when i'm drained. Weird. Anyway, i'm beginning to see some result. 一份耕耘，一份收获--此话当真？If its wrong i'm going to smack whoever said this. I put in so much effort!!!

Finally, after 4 days of work I'm knowing more ppl other den my superior. There's the very nice receptionist, colleague and of cos, working environment. The auntie (not including any names) opposite me was asking me to send songs to her phone. So nice to have someone friendly. The company really treats their worker well. Every mondays, wednesdays and fridays we can take ice cream for FREE!!! I had one today. We can have tea anytime we like. As unilever sells brands like WALLS, DOVE, LUX, LIPTON & etc, each of us got a carton of TEA. In a carton, there 24boxes X 100 sackets = 2400 sackets of tea. 那里喝得完！？Ohh almost forget. The old man i talked abt in my previous post was a big shot in de company! No wonder he can walk ard doing nothing but COMPLAINING!!

Anyone going to GSC lao shi house on Chinese new year? Must tell me, I don wan2 be the only MALE there.

Homo sapiens are the best regulator amongst all animals, I learn tat before. But no one ever told me why some humans adapt so much better den others. I hate myself for not able to follow the speed which u evolve. Grant me more nerves and effectors, God.

This is really how i feel:
IWRUMELTTTAGILAFCGEKWOPMREHUUVFRLTOTLTNEKIIANOOBRIUEYERIIAOBEASBIUHNNAHUANKT.
(4*9)
Don try guessing.

黑白也不赖。

2008-01-24T06:30:00.000-08:00

在我黑白的世界里只有自己，没有任何闲杂人。我是这世界的主宰，在里边自在的翱翔。

Today's the release of O lvl results. CONGRATS, my little sis. She got A1 for her O lvl chinese, 1/10 of the battle won, try harder. Haha! To those who recieve their O lvl result, 考得不好的，不要灰心、考得好的不要得意忘形。Come to think of it, A lvl results are coming out REAL soon!!! I'm getting sleepless nights now. Its a little too late for it rite?

I spoke my heart out today, used all de logics i had, all de brain juices my brain holds, I couldnt get the result i wanted. I can only say, 对牛弹琴,简直是浪费唇舌。Everything is in God's hands now.

Remember to tag k? i put in alot of effort to get tat box there. And those curious abt the code in my first post, FORGET ABT IT!!! Its nothing important.

不可思议！！！

2008-01-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

昨天我做了一个怪梦，梦见了一只长得非常可爱的小狗，突然之间她往我的方向扑了过来、狠狠地咬了我一口。睡醒后我才发现，那梦真的反映在现实世界里的一些人。“人不可貌相”我现在才真正的体会到他的含义。

Yesterday (22/01/08),

Since i was too busy ytd to update, i'm doing it now. i was minding my own business in the office, not getting on anyone's nerves, quietly doing wat i'm told to do..... Okie cut the story short, after answering nature's call, i went back into de office, passing by a middle aged guy carrying a box of carton. He didnt ask for help, nor did he look in trouble, so i went by him. 15 mins passed, he came right to my table and said "r u the temp staff here? ...blah... u saw me carrying a box just now right? why didnt u help me? don be lik tat okie? -shake his head-" I was so pissed then but i still apologised!!! DON BE SO LAZY OLD MAN!!! After dinner, i went home. As usually, i was minding my own busniess. I suddenly realise i was being stalked! I'm a guy for goodness sake. Suddenly, tat STALKER came up to me and said "U live ard here? ...blah... WAN2 COME TO MY PLACE?" Can u imagine tat? A guy asking me tat!!! Am i tat attrative to GAYS!? Bad day for me!

Today (23/01/08),

Time seem to pass by exceptionally slow today. I was in the office doing the contract stuff at 8.30. After some time, its only 8.45!!! Time crawled by to lunch break, den to knocking off. Maybe my hidden power of bending time is activated? I finally manage to add a tag box into my blog with the plainest skin ever. They way i lik it SIMPLE. Now i got the church chasing after me. I wonder when i can finish the assignment they give, without returning the laptop. I feel rich using the laptop now!I'm sleeping. Goodnight.

Try to tag in the tag box okie? i tried so hard to get it there!

忧郁呀！

2008-01-21T06:23:00.000-08:00

我的世界是黑白的，谁能帮我图上一点色彩呢? I pray that i wont explode someday. 我枯萎了！

Today is my first day at work in unilever pte ltd (which is in SPB). The job is not as demanding and i'm still alive and kicking after work. I realise i always did things tat i regretted. 姚条淑女君子好求。But i'm not any 君子, thats why i suffered so much. HA! Anyway i went back to school to get my good progress award today. $200 cheque!!!! i'm a little richer now! The journey back was horrible, the taxi, the environment, the everything. I hate them. Nevertheless, i made it through. I had lunch and dinner all by myself!!! Long time didnt spent time with myself.

Ohh. Recently i found a real nice taiwan drama, 《黑塘玛奇朵》

Its nice!

I'm trying to include a tag box but i really dunno how to!!!!

Did anyone decode the statement i posted ytd?

Just started

2008-01-20T04:00:00.000-08:00

Yo.. i just started this blogging thing. Can u imagine how bored i must be? i really dunno wat to do with this just trying it out.

Ohh. if u happen to find this blog, pls be sure to tell me.

The most significant thing i did today is tat i went for a jog. To be more specific, i was dragged downstairs by my dad to jog with him and my sis. If u know me, i cant run at all. Its not tat i don wan2, its tat i simply cant run. Problems with my lungs i suppose. However, the result today was surprising, i managed to finish the TORTURE course set by my dad.

I'm going into de army real soon and i cant imagine me without any hair, could u? Even the hair dresser says i'll look weird!!!! IS IT REALLY TAT BAD? lol..

I'm doing 2 jobs now, one for the church and one in singapore power building. I hope the project given by SPB wont be as tedious as the one the church gave. I'm slogging so hard at home!!! Thats why i'm slacking right now!!! I deserve it! Hai, and i gotta wake up at 7.30 tmr. Where's my life??!!

This is how i feel now, towards this SPECIAL someone:
(9) (-8)(5)(-9)(9)(-12)(-6)(-8)(12)(-2) (8)(1)(-7)(5) (-2)(-12)(-6), (12)(-2)(9)(-13)(7)
(2)(9)(-7)(3)(8) !

If anyone happens to decode this message pls tell me. Its not suppose to be read by anyone else. Its just for me to know.